::Should I lament about loss of sentiments? Apparently not, for accountability doesn't lie on me. But sometimes, when things go one way, things just seem so bad for you.

But! Life still goes on. Persistance is the key to anything. And I had better persist in my workout programme. I already broke it by not going to gym right now, but then again, I overworked today in school during PE(teacher killed us). Let's see. One round 2:20, next 2:10, then 2:00. Then we do jumping up the steps, and go run another 2:00, then do the repetition of the first one, PLUS 10 crunches(10 crunches here are like useless), and then go run 1.20-40 for 350m. Hahaz. Madness. THEN we had to sprint up the hill. My shin area muscles were like dying already, and my calves were dying, and there I was, sprinting up. And great, the second to reach for each pair had to do 10 pushups, did it BOTH times. >_< Then did lats rep of 12 at 60 pounds without a bloody chair. After that, walking to the canteen, I had cramps on BOTH my calves. Ouch.

Anyway, Colin felt really really sick, and light-headed. His face went completely white, and I bought his brunch for him and didn't get anything myself, ending up in me having an empty stomach later on.(Felt really bad) But feels really good when I realised that Colin is a changed person from what I knew of him before this year. Always thought he was a drifter(coined term from him)... Now I really notice the huge change in him. I think it's really great. He has a goal in life and he's being a better person for himself. It's remarkable and I wish I could do something similar, like change my whole life and be a better person. Oh wait. I supposed I did... But the change isn't that marked yet. I shall have to make it BIG, HUGE, IMPOSSIBLY GIGANTIC.

Anyway, we, Sunnie and I, were singing in maths tutorial, Qing Fei De Yi. Hahaz. Nengyang was commenting that it was insanely in tune. Hahaz. Way funny. Didn't copy any quotes today, nothing really that entertaining, though Ms Loh was... really loving politics. Then again, I'm usually the one starting on it by asking questions on it. Hahaz. Stupid me.

Jazz auditions was way fun. First was Daniel Li and me trying to harmonise and me trying to fill in for him, then was the actual audition. I screwed up. My fill-ins weren't exactly on time AT ALL(it was a tiny bit too fast) and yeah, I lost it in the end. Then when he started to play chords, I was trying to do all the notes, then screwed it quite a bit because I GOT LOST, and just let him continue on his chords. Hahaz. BUT then came the saviour. I was to do an impromptu improvisation with Daniel on the guitar, playing the chords. I started play a melody in jazz. SUPER SUPER SUPER nervous. But when I came down, some people were commenting that they liked my improv =). But whether I get in is another question. Daniel Li did really great. I guess I screwed up his part a bit by being me, but oh well, hope he didn't mind. Anyway, his improv was not bad too, really liked it. Guess he's really too darn pro. Hahaz.

Got to know a whole bunch of new friends from there. Xinyi, Ivee(refounded friend), Hui Min, Yi Wei, Maxine, Amy Tan. Super fun being extremely lame. Hahaz. Really enjoyed the jazz auditions and the time spent there. =)

Reached home at like 8+. Oh man... Hahaz. Super tired. Shall sleep earlier tonight, but I have to wait till 12 to wish Christine happy birthday. But beforehand, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE. That is if you ever come to this blog X). Hahaz.

Nothing,
Not the highest mountain,
Not the deepest valley,
Not the widest ocean,
Can keep me,
From wanting you.

- Yi Zhe

I think I belong to song writing as well =X
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.:Seow Yi Zhe blogged on 1/25/2005 07:49:00 PM:.
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