::Wore AC pants together with RI shirt today. Hahaz. Super funny when I was sitting amidst the AC guys and expressed that I was from RI during Jazz. Hahaz. Nice reactions by all those people who were bloody shocked to find me in an attire they're not quite accustomed to. Hahaz. Kevin commented that "It just looks wrong." Even Ivee was commenting that(but then again she said it only AFTER Kevin said it.). Hahaz. Hon Loong was bloody shocked, and apparently from behind I look like Gerrard Gan. Hahaz. Funny.

Still wearing AC uniform now. Hahaz. Today I lamed around AGAIN the whole day. Yes. I officially am one of the lamest guys in class. And I realised how stressed I'll be throughout this year if I keep up with my pace of life. Jazz, Chamber and Photog are going to be heavy, especially if I want ANY committee positions in them at all, and being bio rep and chinese rep at the same time isn't very good... Two of the toughest jobs actually. AND I have the youth day extravaganza which I hope I'm heading. Plus another few things which I know will definitely come and stress the heck out of me but I have no idea what yet.

I'm already stressed, lonely, and miserable. Somebody saaaaaaaavvvvvvvveeeeeeeee me.

Did stupid things last night. Shall not explain. I thought I had a springboard. Though realising that the springs were broken, I still cleared the hurdle. But after clearing that hurdle, I found myself in front of a bigger hurdle. I'm bruised, battered and tired. What am I going to do? Why does it hurt? Just a few sentences on a special day, which could be everything is situations had changed. I'm speaking gibberish. Hahaz...

Singing too many love songs lately. We were singing during physics practical, chem tutorial and a whole lot of times. Hahaz. The singing class. Super fun. Too bad we're not joining talentime. Oh yes Mark said that talentime is a waste of his talent AND his time. Couldn't agree with him more. Hahaz...

Moonflower is the root of evil. Hahaz. I'm talking gibberish again.

I think I wanna compose a song for guitar and voice. Hahaz. Love ballad. Yes I'm mad over it. Singing too many of it DURING lessons already. Hahaz.

I'm going to fall dead from all these. I'm bruised, battered, and I desperately need a friend who can understand. At this rate of rattling this is the only thing I've got. Hahaz. But I can't say too much can I? =X

Losing hope
Is the only way to go.

For if you try and try again,
Yet never succeed
Isn't it more painful
More searing?

Do what you need
Not what you want
The path is there
For you to choose,
To carve out on your own.

- Yi Zhe
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.:Seow Yi Zhe blogged on 1/28/2005 08:53:00 PM:.
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