::5 days. An insignificant number of days to many. It's just 5 days, but I can feel the strain. Every shadow, every thought goes wilder each day. My heart feels no joy, no sorrow, no pain, no elation. All I feel... Is nothing.

But! I'm still having fun. Hahaz. Today was definitely so.

The morning started out quite nicely. Charles was really nice, started out a new contact list for the OG and brought new year goodies for us! So sweet. Hahaz. Michelle definitely seems much happier. Hope you'll feel better each day! Especially during this New Year period! =D. The OG's having an outing again soon! Can't wait. Hahaz. =D Oh and Choon Hwee like finally came to school early again! Hahaz. She was just as enthu as always and was hoping around like herself. Hahaz.

Repeat of friday's schedule today. Hahaz we had bio first again. Lipids tutorial. Didn't do >_<. But then luckily I did the MCQ first and left the structured for later, without Miss Lee checking. Heng ah. Hahaz. Joshua and Colin were doing the same thing. Damn dots. Hahaz. Then came physics prac again. Hahaz. Went late for it because Colin and I were doing some gypsy card thing I forgot to mention last night. Hahaz. The predictions were quite similar for Colin. Interestingly. And I really really hope that mine... For today's and yesterday's do actually come true. Hahaz. Obstacles are not easy to overcome, but they help to strengthen things. =). Anyway, after we reached physics prac, we were getting bored by the graph drawing things. Sheesh. Sian. Hahaz. But oh well. Got a See Me on my prac 1 for not adding +/- 0.05 to the zero error. Stupid mistake on my part lar, but it's nothing really big luckily.

Drawing of the graphs was quite screwed. Everyone was using about the same scale and some didn't skip numbers so their graphs appeared really really high. Hahaz. Weird lar... Then the second graph we were to draw was also like really hard to estimate. Kai Xuan and I were like complaining, so were Cedric and Wei Jian. Hahaz. Super funny. Hahaz. Then EARLY BREAK AGAIN! Because the teacher knew it's an impossibility for us to finish by the end of the lesson so he let us off early so we could have a break.

Stall 6 food rocks. Hahaz. Love the sweet and sour fish. Super super super nice. Hahaz. And the uncle's really nice too! =D. Jia Hao was damn smart, he bought the plate of rice and mixed dishes like WHEN the bell rang so we waited for him for like 10 whole minutes before we headed to GP. Sunnie, Colin and I then went to the toilet while the others headed into the class, and meanwhile, Jia Hao apparently rushed to class, ahead of like the rest of us. He didn't want to take the blame. -_-. Hahaz. Then when the three of us reached the class, Miss Loh was leaving to get some stuff so Colin shouted "Okay, I am your new relief teacher." The class promptly laughed out loud, with a teacher appearing behind them. Hahaz. Super funny scenario but super embarassing for Colin. Hahaz. But oh well it's not too bad lar... =D. I got B for my personal statement, partly because I was actually a bit the arrogant for one of my paragraphs. *note to self: stop being ego*. Yup. Hahaz. But B's not too bad. Don and Jia Hao said that they both wrote rubbish and got A for it. Hahaz. They were writing things completely NOT heartfelt and they were rushing it. -_-. Great. Hahaz. And I was writing it so painstakingly honestly. -_-. But I got to admit their command of english is better than mine. I was super super naggy with the words. Look at my blog! I tend to use the LONGER way of writing things than the shorter, more precise way. Hahaz. I'm a dragger!

Break time was spent in the class again. But this time doing gypsy cards on Wei Jian, Cedric and Neng Yang. Hahaz. Super funny. Wei Jian kena guys 3 times in a row lor! It was unprecedented today that the King of Hearts appeared in the discard stack. Super weird. Hahaz. Then Wei Jian's King of Hearts was like constantly right next to the King of Clubs. Hahaz. Super funny. We were shouting "Gay!" all around the class. Cedric and Neng Yang had it kinda normal lar, though they were REALLY far from the girls they liked... Hahaz. So what does that mean? I dunno. I appeared really close to a Queen of Hearts at the end again. =D. Hahaz. But 2 blockades this time. Interesting though. Hahaz.

We went for Chem class... Ermm... Kinda boring. Was talking to Gerard about all kinds of stuff. Hahaz. Didn't really try to work hard. Then suddenly we had a quiz! I didn't do the tutorials OR listened during lecture. I was like... Oh shit. Hahaz. But it wasn't too bad lar. Hahaz. Sunnie was suanning us. He didn't have time to check more than once. I'm like wtf? -_-. I should study. Hahaz. But at least I wasn't the only one. Patrick turned around and complained, as did Gerard and Colin. Hahaz. So yeah. I'm not the only one. Hahaz

Skipped Chinese. For rehearsal and the listening session for the Brahms Piano Quartet. We sounded not bad in the practice room, but the moment Mrs Chee appeared, our playing standard dropped like dunnowhat. Something seriously wrong with her, or us. Anyway, she made a lot of criticism of our playing. Mainly aiming at me lar. But the thing is that I was so nervous with her around that I couldn't play well lor. Anyway, our Brahms Quartet isn't that bad lar, considering 2 practices, and we definitely sound better than the recording we had. But of course we still have to work on it. "It's not fast enough" and her telling us to "use the same part of the bow and stroke". I'm like... We're three different instruments, same part of the bow doesn't necessarily equate same bow stroke OR same sound. And blah blah blah. Because we're different INSTRUMENTS. But of course it does help but whatever lar, it's damn dots. I turned off when she was talking a bit out of hand. Yes we do need work, but have faith.

Super tired... Physically. And the fireworks are going on in Chinatown now. Hahaz. Quite cool lar but I'm not watching. Can hear the screams of excitement. Hahaz. Ciao
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.:Seow Yi Zhe blogged on 2/07/2005 06:48:00 PM:.
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