::7 weeks.
If you record the graph it'll be interesting.
Absence in my life doesn't equal absence from mine, instead it gets worse.
I'm such a dreamer.

Anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL. I'll be having 2 entries with that. Hahaz. It's not yet there but I hope everyone's enjoying their reunion dinner as I'm typing this now. I have a few things that I have to ditch...

Pissed Eddison off today by saying he's flirting around. Guess I was just a bit sore that he'd be posting on his blog something bad about me and stuff. If you're reading this, Eddison, I'm sorry for bitching the few times about you. The first words you've ever said to me in our lifetime, was said today. You said "Fuck you lar!" Nice greeting. Yup. Made me kinda realised that the profound hatred we have for each other is quite stupid and childish. I'd like to remove it and get it out of my life. Hope you'll forgive me for all that I've done. Even if you do something horrendously unforgivable, I'll just shut up and let you live your own life. Unless of course, we become friends, though that'd be quite hard considering circumstances... But overall, I'll not ever interfere with your life anymore. It's just pointless to. Hope you can accept my sincere apology.

Another thing would be those who I had hurt or insulted in one way or another. Often I don't really mean it, it's either in a fit of irritation, anger, or disgust or insecurity. It's not a good thing. I'm terribly sorry for doing anything like that. I'm definitely going to be a new person from today.

Oh yes, and those who seriously cannot stand my loud personality and enthu attitude to life, and happily kao beis all the time. Good for you. You missing out on the fun isn't my fault. My participation in things and my enthusiasm allows me to destress and to have fun, so please understand, I'm not messing with you. I'm just trying to be happy. If you don't like it, tell it to my face. If you get irritated when I crack stupid jokes to try to lighten up the mood or actively participate in class discussions and do funny stuff just to destroy any tension, I'm sorry I can't be the person who you would like just because we have a personality clash. I can't please everyone, so if you'd prefer me to please you, would it be fair to others who I'm pleasing? Kao bei-ing as a joke is understandable, but too much of it and serious AP does show immaturity. And yup I do do the same, I know. But at least I'm still trying hard to stop it, though instincts might take over. Think on it.

This morning started with me going to kajiao Colin at his OG area. He wanted me to go there for some purpose, which is to play with the gypsy cards. Similar results again. -_-. Is my life doomed? Hahaz. Anyway, whenever we did it on others the results were always so weird. It's really a wonder. But then again, it takes a magical touch ;). Hahaz kidding.

The sun should give me a high five! Hahaz. High five, sunnie! Hahaz =P

Went for flag raising and sang out loud again. Hahaz. Quite mad, but no one really noticed, quite a lot of people were singing loudly too. Hahaz. Then after a few announcements suddenly there was the instrumental music of chinese new year songs through the PA systems. Apparently, the school thought we would be singing to the music and stuff. Colin, Hon Loong and I were clapping to it, trying to start everyone to clap along. But people too pai mia. -_-. Sigh. School failed in attempt to bring New Year spirit to RJ. Yup.

Anyway, Med Fac had its Chinese New Year Celebration in the parade square. Hahaz. When the emcees were asking why we had to eat fish for new year, Colin ran up to answer that it's because there is Mad Cow Disease and Chicken Flu about. Hahaz. LAME! Super funny and thick skinned. Hahaz. Anyway, the first performance was done by the band Plugged. Wherever You Go by the Calling. Man... They're good. Hahaz the singer is really really good! Hahaz. But not enough of showmanship to really keep crowd interest because the guitar parts weren't flashy. Though they were good, the music was redundant after a while, especially because the un-enthu crowd wasn't singing or anything.

The indian dance was quite nice actually. Though... Hahaz... It's an open comment that two of the dancers are darn hot. Hahaz. Heard it from around, and could very well agree. Hahaz. They're chinese lar, but they were dancing the Indian Dance. But it was good nonetheless =). The Lion Dance was really heart-rendering because the front guy didn't get enough support to kick down the benches and fell down really badly. We were applauding for him when he came back and did it again. He got a bit of phobia the second time but we applauded him again for his courage to try a third time, and he succeeded. It was really heart-warming to see the crowd react as such. =) Who said Singaporeans were cold? They might be un-enthu, but they have hearts of gold! =D

The wushu really showed how pro Justin is! Oh man... You should look at his expressions and the strokes. So vigourous and strong. Though I might not be an expert, or even an amateur, it's quite obvious that he's probably be the best amongst the few. The others seemed a bit reserved, but are still definitely skillful and good. Yup. Wushu gave a good performance.

I left by the time CPS came with a choir to sing, because I was heading to HC! Found that the back gate was locked so I had to go all the way in front of RI to take the bus. Saw King Lun and 3 RGS girls with him doing the exact same thing. Hahaz. I didn't know he was King Lun until we were on the bus and one of the girls said his name. Interesting scenario. Shall not expound. Hahaz.

Reaching HC, I was like "where to go ah?" So Weeyin directed me to the gate a LONG distance away, then a nice indian woman told me to actually go by the second level because the gate was open. Hahaz. Then an RGS girl right next to me and I both ran up to go through the gate.

Met Winnie downstairs and we went to the central square where I met Xin Ling, Yunwei, Mingtse, Pinyun, Wenjun, Chong Guang, Marcus, Vanessa, Melissa, Lihao, Herbert, Ruilin and many many people I know. Hahaz. So fun. =D. Then danced a bit with my mei and left with her class to Choa Chu Kang and watched them take neoprint. Hahaz. The process was fun because of the talking, which is hard to say here. Hahaz. So oh well. =P no dibs! Hahaz.

Then left to go fetch grandma and sister. Had Lou Hei then went to go do gym. Did a hell of a lot. And ran an inclined treadmill. SUPER tiring after a day of a lot of walking and eating. Hahaz. But oh well. Then came home. Details... I doubt there is a need to. But I'm losing weight and I'm happy, though I'm still eating a lot, at least most of it is turning into muskels. Hahaz. *muscles lar*
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.:Seow Yi Zhe blogged on 2/08/2005 07:45:00 PM:.
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